Dating old highschool friends
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"Thank you for finding it in the kindness of your heart to let me near you?" I thought, throwing my Sailor Moon costume and riding crop into my work bag the next morning.
Boys in class would ask me if my vagina was slanted like my eyes (Which, what the fuck? I was surrounded by rich white girls with horses and all I could notice was how my eyelashes pointed straight down and didn't naturally curl upward like white girls'.That coupled with the fact that the standards were just so unbearably low to begin with felt like I had it in the bag. God the subway masturbator who loved me — even when I didn't deserve it — who made sure I knew I was a "beautiful China doll" whose only true fault was to "smile, [more often] bitch." Gone were my youthful insecurities about my eyelashes and my jawline.I was also armed with the most important lesson learned in four years at college in New York. I could've worn a SARS mask in all my photos and the odds of me peeling a Nike mid-calf sock from the floor of my mom's Prius later that weekend would've been the same.I was never as smart as my other Asian contemporaries (TBT to my three-digit SAT score! I'm pretty sure the other white kids could smell the desperation on me, like the Hollister perfume I begged my mom to buy so I could pretend to be a carefree, freckled surfer girl and not 14 years old and waiting for the school bus in the snow. Not the way that claims to have no friends in high school, but then somehow manages to stay in touch with five or six hometown people all throughout college.When I go back to Connecticut, my schedule is never full of "catching up" with old friends, but staying in my house with my dog and playing Nancy Drew PC games and my dad yelling at me for turning the heater up past 67 degrees.It's probably not cool to admit this, but I straight-up paid for Tinder Plus just to give myself a leg up on the hometown Tinder game during the holidays.
A week before Christmas, I set my location to just 7 miles within my Connecticut hometown, pretty much stopping short of rubbing my hands together with glee. Like most successful young women, I went through high school relatively unnoticed. Growing up Asian in a Connecticut town that was nearly 97 percent white (it's true, Wiki said so) was not fun.
Obviously, I am well aware of how sad it may seem to use other people's approval as a measuring stick for success.
But there's no better feeling than when girls who were bitchy to you at the lunch table now quietly start liking your Facebook or Instagram updates years later.
Here I was, ably cultivating my cool-girl life in the big city, and this fucker had the audacity to bring me back down?
At best, the reminder that he and his friends didn't remember me at all made me feel shitty. I should've answered, "No, I thought I was a pig and now thanks to the magic of time, contouring, and running some strategic CS6 on my nudes, I stand here before you all glo'd up"?
We bonded over our appreciation of dank memes and hooked up for a few weeks.